真的很不可思议，前几天竟然收到你的简讯，你的问候。两年了，为什么现在呢？是因为你无意中看到我的部落格还是因为女友跟你分手了？我是不会相信你良心发现或什么别的理由，因为我太了解你了。

你知道吗，我听到手机响，看到你的号码，我不敢相信，也不知到该不该回复。到最后，只想告诉你，我和女儿过的很好。很开心你决定专心在事业上。

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世界上真的有人可以彻底的忘记一个人吗？一个你曾经说过爱她，说过要照顾她一辈子，说过会让她幸福。这都是谎言和废话，不是吗？我不是要求什么因为毕竟是我选择放弃，但是，怎么样，她是你的女儿，一年多了，问候她的话都没有。连她的生日，一个简讯也没收到。以前，很懒散，找一份工就像要你的命，现在应该会想了，会疼现任的女友，但你忘了在这个世界上你还有一个女儿，等你疼爱她，等着你告诉她，你就是她的爸爸。两年了，一直都没在联络，没看她，我真的不知道以后要不要让她知道她有你这样的父亲。我真的不知道。

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Cheeky Lovelle :)

Do I regret not taking the chance to study hard in the past? Maybe.. But I can't take it lying down that even though I know how to do what the other person is doing now, I did it before, I sometimes even answered her questions regarding it, but she's drawing a higher salary than me.
Just because of? She has a Diploma certificate and I only have failed O levels? Hahah.. Reality that is.

If ever the person I'm mentioning about reads this, don't take it to heart. No hard feelings towards you. :)

It seems like I don't have enough time for the work I'm given. I swear I was not slacking. I was typing the whole day long but it can't seem to end. :(

Sigh hai hai.

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Fwd:

> Took half day leave today for Lovelle's first day of school! Lucky that I didn't miss it. :) we were afraid that we'll be late, thus a cab. Nothing much today for it's just orientation, letting us parents know their core values, blah blah and some rules and regulations, of course what they will be doing as well. Behaved quite well today, probably because we are there. Separation anxiety will set in tomorrow, and I won't be around. :( after everything ended, we were allowed to look around and she got stuck at the gym corner, even when she is the last student around. She did not want to leave at all! Hahah! Prays hard for tomorrow, just gotta wait for my mom to update me.
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> Lovelle's school fees have been disturbing me quite alot. Afraid that I could not cope financially alone at all, even with the financial subsidy. But after today, seeing how much she enjoyed herself in the new environment and keeps telling me that she wants to go school and play, and make friends, it's enough, for me to persevere on. No matter what. :)
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> Lovelle, Mommy loves you!

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Christmas present for Lovelle which Mommy kept complaining cos she feels that it's not worth the price and that Lovelle keeps messing the whole house with all the small little magnet pieces. Lol.. But what's most important is that she likes it, the priceless expression when she opened up the present. :)

Cheeky lovelle. :)

Okay.. I stared at my phone for a whole five minutes on the bus, not knowing what to blog. Hmm...!

Needed to get something of my chest, guess my blog is the only place, though I've talked to Baby about it but it's still bothering me.

I've came to realize that I have people disliking me, or probably even hate me, up till now though I can't remember when on earth did I step on her tail, our paths did not cross at all before. & I wonder, why is it so senseless. If it's because of who I was in the past, it's already in the past. If it's because of what I am now after being a mom, I do believe that I'm much better than some others. Although the feeling suck upon knowing that you are being disliked, but there's probably nothing you can do.

But as I kept thinking about why do they have to dislike me till that extent and that they are such asses, it felt like a slap across my own face. There is someone I dislike now, in fact I probably hate her. Although she did things that gave me all the reasons to not even talk to her, but I'm making my own life tiring, isn't it? So.. I should just get her out of my life and stop bitching about her. :)

Ciao.

You, you and you. People who added colors to my life. :)

Limited photos taken using my phone with different people. To the others, it's not that you did not make any difference in my life k. :)